My dear darling,

  I hope you get better now. Tonight I have dinner with winnie in the susi restaurant which we went 4 times before. Full of memory,^^, I miss u.

  I bet you must sleep now, but i have get use to talk a little bit with u everyday, so I need to write  to you a little bit. Right now the little cat is in my room and I just relax, haha^^.

 I search the carpool on the website these days, I find it is a little hard to find a carpool on Friday after I get off work, I might book the bus ticket which will leave on 9 and arrive on 3am I think. I don’t want to wait staturday, I will tell you when I booked it.

 This Saturday night, what I should buy to your mom, could u give me some ideas? How about flowers?

 These days I image how the life will be when we are together one day for real, when I back to real life, it is so sad. T__________T .

  Thank you for companying me and take care of me when I got sick, that day you mention when the forth time we meet you got sick, it really brought a lot beautiful memory.  Darling, sometimes  I really can’t believe we could go so far. Lol…………hahahhahahha………..

All right, I need to take a shower and get some rest!

Good night.

Ting

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2012-05-08

Dear Sam,

  it has been a while i don’t write to you, i just finished work and taking the shower, right now i just relax. suddenly i really want to write to you.   u see we just know each other 3 months, but it seems 3 years, we went through so many difficult and everything has been figure out, even thought it is still not perfect, i am satisfied. just like my mother didn’t reaction as strong as i image, even thought she is disagree, but i pretty sure she will like you.  sorry about let you go through about those. 

  i can’t image we could not be together for a long time, it is tough, i miss u so much even thought u r just 1 hour away from toronto now.

 every night , i am appreciate i could meet you,  sometimes i just feel lonely, but i have you now ,so keep cats or not it doesn’t matter.

Have a nice dream, hope i could jump into your dream. haha.

love u

xxxx

Tingting

March 27th,2012

i choose him，not cus anybody want we be toghter，cus we choose we to be toghter

yes，I am foolish,I know my mon won’t to hurt me,she will find a rich man who has a good personality for me.but it doesnt mean I could love him. There r so many good and rich people in the world,but it doesnt mean they r all match me.

一个人的心中究竟可以藏住多少秘密，我并不是个高明的说谎者，所以我觉得最近真的很痛苦。

My dear Sum,

    R u back to Montreal? how was u day in University today? haha,enjoy?

    i always feel a lot of things want to share with u everyday, these days i am a little neverous, i can not concentrate on my study, too many things in my mind. 

    these days i have experienced three job interviews, two of them r marketing, this jobs is more challenge for me i think, but they r related with what i learn somehow. if i got it, it will be nice, just don’t know whether i could handle it.

   My Uncle came to visit me the day before yesterday, and he told me my mother want him to introduce some men to me, it is really crazy, fortunately, he is so kind that he has already told my mom i am still young. Later on i decided to tell my female cousin about u, she is very closed to my mother and i, i hope she could told my mom i am still young, don’t continue trying to push me, i don’t wanna know other guys,damn.  At first she was really shock, lol, and last night she called me, and said she spent whole night to digest this news, but she also encourage me, i think it is a good start. i don’t know how u feel about it, but this is Chinese culture, parents always worry about too much, r u going to feel stress? haha, don’t be afraid, i will protect u. my dear.

   ah….change a topic, today i saw a very beautiful car, pink car, lol , when i was  passing toyota dealer. yayayaya 

  last night, i made a very successful Chinese dessert called”two skins milk”,i wish i could share it with u, next time i will make it for u.^^

 en, hope to hear u voice and see u face……..>。< we could skype when u r free. 

 i should go back to review my english.

 damn, i still miss u, even though i write some, it could not reduce my feeling how much i miss u.T_________________T

 all right, i really need to stop writting.

 love u 

tingting

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tonight i did the first video chatting with Sam

i realized how much i miss him

how much i want to see and be with him

now i really fall in love with him

miss him every single moment

T————————————T

at least valentine’s day could see his face through the internet.